Found out
Carelessness found me out in November 2012 just 7 months into the affair with S. The irony is that I hadn’t been able to see… Read More »Found out
endings
Finding myself
“Who are you?Are you in touch with all of your darkest fantasies?Have you created a life for yourself where you can experience them?I have. I… Read More »Finding myself
Endings and Beginnings
“There will come a time when you believe everything is finished; that will be the beginning.” – Louis L’Amour What a fabulous idea for a… Read More »Endings and Beginnings
I am, because we are
It is a coincidence that as I walked home yesterday I was thinking about this topic. Wondering about who I am now as we enter… Read More »I am, because we are
Home
Concepts of home have become more difficult for me to articulate over recent years. What does home really mean to me? Is home a place,… Read More »Home
Relationships
I’ve been thinking about the different relationships I have had in my life. That I don’t make friends easily and that those relationships often haven’t… Read More »Relationships
Remembering
When we were in the throws of separating my husband told me that he felt that our whole life together had been a waste. That… Read More »Remembering
A guy I knew
While I have alluded to his presence in my life some years ago, I have never actually written about Kevin on my blog. When we… Read More »A guy I knew
When life gets in the way
Today’s 30 days of D/s question is about what happens when the trials of life get in the way of a dominant / submissive relationship.… Read More »When life gets in the way
Holding hands
There is something very special about holding hands with someone you love and care for. It is a way of being intimate with them, of… Read More »Holding hands