Found out

This blogging A-Z 2022 post is about when my husband found out about my affair. It recounts his subsequent behaviour

Home

Concepts of home have become more difficult for me to articulate over recent years. What does home really mean to me? Place, person, state of mind?

Spreading out

It is so nice to have the entire bed to yourself. Then of course, you can spread out! I am getting used to living on my own and sleeping on my own. Master and

No more

Yesterday I had a bad day and the origins of it can be found in the amount of sleep I had. Every weekend I am able to unwind, to relax and to sleep. When I am w

Difficult conversations

Right now, my life if full of them. Last week I had to deal with hubby's inability to move forward with what needs to happen to end our relationship. As I feel

Reflecting on last night

It is hard to express how difficult I found it to take charge of a situation such as was necessary yesterday. Every aspect of the time spent out with hubby scre

On the cusp

Today feels really important. Today is the day, I finally feel strong enough to do what needs to be done. Today is the day I get together with hubby to sort o

Challenges

Knowing that i return to work today after a week off, i was always going to sleep less well than of late. It was a night when i had no calming hand from Master