Who am I?
I am a 60 year old woman (she/her) who started this blog, then called World of Joolz back in 2012. Back then I was known to my then lover as Joolz and by my. proper name, Julie to everyone else. I became MPB in 2014 when I met my Master. The man who is now my husband – We married in summer 2022.
I met S online and began a kinky, somewhat D/s relationship with him in 2012. This blog started a couple of weeks after we met. It was a long distance relationship that exposed me to a sex life that I had never imagined I could enjoy. The blog catalogues that journey, the fun and sexy and the difficulties of a LDR.
I was married at the time and in November 2012 my husband discovered my infidelities and the blog follows the challenges that brought.
S dumped my in summer 2013, having found someone else. Soon after when that didn’t work out we started a more ‘friends with benefits’ type of relationship. This lasted until January. 2014, when he dumped me again. There was no third chance!
My current relationship
Within weeks of us meeting Master named me his pleasing bitch or MPB for short. At the beginning of our relationship I mainly wrote in the third person. You can read more about that here.
The name MPB
Within weeks of us meeting Master named me his pleasing bitch or MPB for short. At the beginning of our relationship I mainly wrote in the third person. You can read more about thathere.
I am a collared slave
Master collared me in the summer of 2015, there was no special ceremony, just the two of us. I knelt before Master and he locked it in place. You can read about the occasion and other posts relating to being collared here.
What do I write about in this blog?
From the beginning I wrote about my relationships – with my then husband, my new partners and my family. As I explored my submission I wrote about that and about the new sexual experiences I was having. This has continued but I write about a lot more than my own relationship. Over the years I have joined in with many of the memes that fellow sex bloggers own and host. All work here is my own and I am not frightened to express my opinion. Over the years I have shared numerous photos of myself and my Master. I have also tried my hand at erotic fiction.
These are some of my most popular posts:
I have written a series of non fiction and fiction posts about female chastity: Chastity – does a girl need to be locked in?; Female Chastity – physical or emotional and Love lock. These have proved to be the most popular posts on my site for the past couple of years. In 2021 I published the first of a 3 part M/s story: A weekend in a chastity belt: Part 1 The gift. Part 2 will follow very soon.
Submissive training – Is it necessary?: provides my thoughts on submission and whether or not training is necessary or desirable.
Sexual service: I am essentially a sex slave and my role is to provide sexual servi
Review: The Kinky Suite Amsterdam: We have been visited a few private dungeon spaced over the year and this review is particularly popular on the blog.
In September 2018 I was diagnosed with Breast Cancer. I have been candid about this experience, both physically and emotionally. Posts relating to that aspect of my life can be found here.
Being Positive: is my most popular photographs and was posted for Sinful Sunday and was taken about a year after my mastectomy.
In August 2020 I wrote this article for the Godemiche blog about my experiences.