It would be true to say that all the time she has been seeing Master things have gradually evolved. To begin with, the knowledge that this was likely to be a short term relationship played on this girl’s mind. This meant she tried to be mindful of her place in His life and the place of the person who was His primary slave. No long term plans were made, and this girl did her best to live by the day. The piercings were something she wanted and she paid for, plus they are only as permanent as you wish them to be. While no specific limits were put in place, neither this girl nor Master pushed for anything that suggested a long term commitment.
But now, we both acknowledge that what we have now is different. This girl says that we acknowledge it, but actually it hasn’t been discussed. The fact is that:
There is no other person
We plan our lives around each other
We are increasingly think of each other before anything is planned
Kinky discussions indicate that this girl has given all control to Master and that this is not just about the bedroom
What has changed is that:
This girl is willing to admit now that the piercings belong to Master and always did
Increasingly she wishes to make no decisions other than those relating to her work and her family
She is willing to cut her hair to His requirements and in the future will consider shaving her head
She is willing to open up their relationship in whatever way He sees fit
She wants a tattoo that will signify His ownership
She wants to wear His collar and wear it 24/7
She recognises her status as His 24/7 slave, whether they are together or not
She thinks of herself as this girl, an owned, registered slave
This girl wonders if it is time to review the contract agreed last year and for this girl to agree some new rules?
It's wonderful to see how things have changed and evolved for you. So glad that you are happy!
Hugs
Happy yes and it has evolved and is evolving, Thanks xx
it seems things are moving in a positive direction for you both…smiles…Master and this girl have matching tattoos on the same arm…a constant reminder of who she belongs too though she doesn't need a tattoo to remind her of that…am so happy for you both…huge smiles
That's great that you are happy Julie! Love reading your posts!! I love the tattoo idea!!
Thanks, matching tattoos sounds lovely 🙂
Thanks so much. xx
Your happiness is very apparent. It has been such a pleasure being a spectator to your journey. Thank you for that privilege.
Thanks Hs, and thank you for being there with me during good times and bad xxx
What a powerful post Julie. Your happiness is obvious. Congratulations because isn't that what it's all about?
Thanks sub hub, you are so right 🙂 xxx
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