Masters Pleasing Bitch

The weekend went well. There was no guarantee it would, but it did. I was tentative as I arrived and he seemed as nervous around me as I was around him. Neither of us knew whether it would be the … Continue reading →

Thanks to everyone who has taken the time to call by and comment after my last post. You know, it is really amazing to have such support from people who I know

Thanks to everyone who has taken the time to call by and comment after my last post. You know, it is really amazing to have such support from people who I know only through this and your own blogs.…

That is how it feels. Perhaps writing my last post, about how lost I was feeling was significant. Maybe it made me turn some kind of corner and to decide what

That is how it feels. Perhaps writing my last post, about how lost I was feeling was significant. Maybe it made me turn some kind of corner and to decide what I want to do next. My decision might surprise … Continue reading →

I think it might be true to say I have lost my way a little here. I am struggling to move on, to work out how to get through the mess that is my life right now. Well of course my life doesn’t seem to be a mess to those around me. People tell me … Continue reading "Lost"

I think it might be true to say I have lost my way a little here. I am struggling to move on, to work out how to get through the mess that is my life right now.

This is my 200th post on World of Joolz. It is amazing to think that when I started this blog I was essentially living something of a dream. Something new and amazing had happened in my life, something I had … Continue reading →

Some would say there is no such thing, they would say that any pornography is bad, somehow likely to not only cause offence but to cause harm. Some, like the Prime Minister of my own Country appare…

Around 7 days ago almost to the hour, S and I were walking near where he lives. We walked across a beach that was really too rocky for the shoes I was wearing. We negotiated rock pools and saw fish swimming in them. We sat on the beach and ate local crab (not caught by us I hasten to add), and then