Feelings for valentines day

The feelings associated with my relationship with Sir are highly complex. I look forward to seeing Him; I feel excited and happy as I get nearer. In terms of day, time and place. The anticipation i…

Clamps and a crop

I was no sooner in the door at Sir’s on Friday night before he presented me with two early valentines gifts. Chocolates? Flowers? Don’t be silly. The gifts were a riding crop, with whic…

Is it worth it?

There are going to be 3 distinct phases to this weekend. The first which has already started is to do with preparation and about coping with hubby’s feelings about it all. The second will be …

Sexuality and submission

Over the last year i think i have thought more about sex and sexuality than at any time before that. Perhaps it is part of discovering who i am, perhaps i have just spent more time thinking, reflec…

Insomnia by proxy and other ramblings

According to Wikipedia, insomnia or sleeplessness is the inability to fall asleep or to stay asleep. Thankfully, it is not something i suffer from all that much. i have to be pretty anxious and wou…

Cock worshipping through skype

Even though i would love to, i am unable to see, feel, smell or taste Sir's cock every day. Even though it has been a couple of weeks since i last saw Him, i am fully able to visualise and to remember as i lie in bed of a morning or night. i love to imagine that i am touching His smooth shaft and th

Inspiring Bloggers

tori at Pains Pleasure has nominated me for this lovely blogging award. The various blogging awards are a really nice thing, as often the nominees are to blogs i have never read (as well as many of the great regulars of course), and that means more places to go and more inspiration to be had. This a