Masters Pleasing Bitch

Yesterday, after visiting my parents - my dad is feeling a little stronger now, even though he will need some radiotherapy on his back after all - I spent time

I have been so self absorbed recently, seeking to find happiness and fulfilment. Then knowing how Sir’s departure would make me feel I went off to France and while I did fun things and house maintenance that needed doing I was just thinking of myself. But now I am feeling guilty. My dad is really …

This is a first for me. It seems i have been interviewed for a position as potential sub/slave. A couple of weeks ago i received a lovely email on alt.com. Thi

For the first time in 30 years, hubby and I have been apart this Christmas. Indeed I have not seen him for 6 days. In that time, there have been a number of tex

Hubby announced at the end of last week that he wouldn't be spending Christmas with us. Instead he told me that he will be helping the homeless at a shelter in

Its that time of year, a time to think about what has happened over the past 11 and a half months and wondering what is in store. Often I think I am here, trea

The world of Joolz moves on in a positive but maybe uninteresting way. I was with S a couple of weeks ago and things were good. I think he had been reading m

I have been commuting into London for a couple of months now. Generally the whole thing is better than I imagined and the trains a more often on time than I wou

"Oh what a complicated web we weave,  when first we practise to deceive!" - Sir Walter ScottAround a year ago, i was feeling particularly bored with my lif

One of the things that strikes me in my relationship with Sir is the extent to which he wants to know and to control what i am going to wear for him. We have no