I am not going to turn this blog into some kind of place where I moan about my husband (again). But this morning I am going to say a couple of things about last
So yesterday i talked about the request from New Dom that i refer to myself in the third person while submitting. For various reasons i struggled with this yest
New Dom would like me to refer to myself in the third person when i am in submissive role. He feels it will help me to explore my submission more and to hand more of myself to him (or something like that). At the same time i will call him Sir or Master, or as … Continue reading "This girl"
I am feeling a greater sense of connecting right now. For a start there is being in touch with Him and that process of getting to know each other. There is the
It is a long time since i have needed to seek permission to orgasm outside of the bed room. Indeed for long periods of part 2 of the time with S i didn't always
One of the big things i have learnt over the past couple of years is that submission is about undertaking some level of worship of my Dom, physically and on ano
i don't know how things will pan out with this new Dom or if we will play more than a few times. i don't know if the special person will be him or another. What
This will be another 2 post day. This submissive slut like person is about to get ready to go and meet up with the Dom i met yesterday. There was no original plan to meet again so soon, but once we chatted again online last night it became clear that there was a serious desire … Continue reading "Ca
It’s been about 10 days since S told me that he was ready to move on. During that time I have spent quite a bit of time reflecting on our relationship together, but also about what I might want in the future. While we were chatting on Skype that evening, he said he hoped I … Continue reading "Time t
This time for good. When S and I resumed our relationship last August, it was always likely to be a temporary thing. A friends with benefits kind of arrangement was what we agreed. During that time we have made the most of that dynamic and things have been good. But I was always aware that … Continu