Last word on this for now

I am not going to turn this blog into some kind of place where I moan about my husband (again). But this morning I am going to say a couple of things about last

Pain and submission

So yesterday i talked about the request from New Dom that i refer to myself in the third person while submitting. For various reasons i struggled with this yest

This girl

New Dom would like me to refer to myself in the third person when i am in submissive role. He feels it will help me to explore my submission more and to hand more of myself to him (or something like that). At the same time i will call him Sir or Master, or as … Continue reading "This girl"

Connection

I am feeling a greater sense of connecting right now. For a start there is being in touch with Him and that process of getting to know each other. There is the

Permission

It is a long time since i have needed to seek permission to orgasm outside of the bed room. Indeed for long periods of part 2 of the time with S i didn't always

Worship and possession

One of the big things i have learnt over the past couple of years is that submission is about undertaking some level of worship of my Dom, physically and on ano

Caution to the wind

This will be another 2 post day. This submissive slut like person is about to get ready to go and meet up with the Dom i met yesterday. There was no original plan to meet again so soon, but once we chatted again online last night it became clear that there was a serious desire … Continue reading "Ca

Time to reflect

It’s been about 10 days since S told me that he was ready to move on. During that time I have spent quite a bit of time reflecting on our relationship together, but also about what I might want in the future. While we were chatting on Skype that evening, he said he hoped I … Continue reading "Time t

The end

This time for good. When S and I resumed our relationship last August, it was always likely to be a temporary thing. A friends with benefits kind of arrangement was what we agreed. During that time we have made the most of that dynamic and things have been good. But I was always aware that … Continu