Masters Pleasing Bitch

Three years ago today I wrote my first post on this blog (well the world of joolz, but this is a continuation of that place). I was a married woman, taking her first faltering steps towards that forbidden place  – … Continue reading →

As new year 2014 dawned I was, without knowing it in the final throws of my relationship with S. Having spent a few days together, one of them on a geocaching trip which left me with mud down to my … Continue reading →

Friday was the 6 month anniversary of the day I met a man in a pub for a drink. That day was cool and damp. The UK had been ‘enjoying’ one of the wettest winters on record and the roads … Continue reading →

I am away for a few days on my own. I say on my own, but actually, although I am here on my own in the apartment, I am really with friends. Last night was a birthday celebration, for someone … Continue reading →

This girl’s emotions have been all over the place this week. It is still hard to imagine how it is that this girl can feel almost euphoric one moment and then anxious, afraid and tearful the next. What this girl … Continue reading →

The evening started well enough. The first time hubby and I had spent any time together for a week or so. Dinner was cooking, and we sat down to have a drink together. We talked about family issues, of which … Continue reading →

This girl is trying to prepare for the next month by coping better with her feelings. The highs lately have been very high, but then the lows are very very low. It isn’t anything very serious that drags this girl … Continue reading →

It’s been about 10 days since S told me that he was ready to move on. During that time I have spent quite a bit of time reflecting on our relationship together, but also about what I might want in … Continue reading →

Its that time of year, a time to think about what has happened over the past 11 and a half months and wondering what is in store. Often I think I am here, treading water. I feel that no progress … Continue reading →

So S and I are back in the swing of seeing each other again and things are, I think, pretty good on that front. He seems like his old self, and what’s more, he is keen to see me and … Continue reading →