Masters Pleasing Bitch

i have rarely had such a difficult day to deal with. But it is over now, and i can look back on it. There is no guarantee that these kinds of stresses won't hap

This relationship is complicated by another person. He has another relationship, one of Master / slave. She in turn is in another relationship, D/s or M/s, it i

Isn't it odd that on one day we can feel so down and almost despondent and the next, pretty much on top of the world. Well maybe not on top, since today is a wo

The happiness I have been feeling for the past few weeks will not last. The reality is that for both of us, what we have is a gap filler. For me, it hopefully helps me finally end the relationship I have been in for all these years but which if I let it would slowly … Continue reading "Feelings"

Don't you just love blogger? Somehow this morning i wrote pretty much half a post and then suddenly it was gone - auto save apparently not working. So, no doubt

For post 250 of my blog it is time i answered Fiona's extra questions: She wanted to know what Graeme most likes about playing with me.  Unfortunately i

Last weekend, I took a big step and did something i didn't think i would be able to. i took a man who is not my husband into my marital bed. What is more,  i m

Just before Christmas i realised i weighed more than i had ever weighed in my life before. Essentially i felt very miserable around that time, and when i am mis

I have tori to thank for my first questions, so here goes: Do you fear how far you might go in your submission i.e. things perhaps you were sure you would ne

I have so much to write about, the posts and the experiences that have gone with it are mixed up in my head.  Over the coming days I will separate them out