Masters Pleasing Bitch

When I moved here, I knew that I wanted to structure things a little differently to before. Today, I have begun that process by merging some of the pages and by

It is a couple of weeks since I decided to take a break and a little longer since I posted properly here. I am ready to return, but will be trying to focus on m

I am going to take a short blogging break while I consider the purpose of writing here. For the past few weeks I have been a bit concerned that I have lost tra

When I started the relationship with Master, I knew about His slave. But since we were getting together predominantly to play, and maybe just go out together. We would provide company to each other, during a difficult time for us both. She seemed happy with the arrangement. We all discussed the whol

Knowing that i return to work today after a week off, i was always going to sleep less well than of late. It was a night when i had no calming hand from Master

When I started this blog, I knew that I was at the beginning of a journey that was likely to continue for a while. At the time, I didn't know what I was getting

I seem to be in a chicken / egg situation. Right now, I feel as if I need help, support, attention even. What I can't work out is this: Is the neediness becaus

I have been so self absorbed recently, seeking to find happiness and fulfilment. Then knowing how Sir’s departure would make me feel I went off to France and while I did fun things and house maintenance that needed doing I was just thinking of myself. But now I am feeling guilty. My dad is really …

The evening started well enough. The first time hubby and I had spent any time together for a week or so. Dinner was cooking, and we sat down to have a drink to

The end of my marriage has led to me trying to pacify someone who is hell bent on taking advantage of me. This post is about being used.