Masters Pleasing Bitch

It feels to me that I am not so good at ending relationships, perhaps because I have so little experience. When you marry as young as I did and have been married for as long as I have, there is … Continue reading →

It’s been about 10 days since S told me that he was ready to move on. During that time I have spent quite a bit of time reflecting on our relationship together, but also about what I might want in … Continue reading →

After a Christmas, that in many ways I would like to forget, New Year was something different. Entirely different. My New Year was spent with the lovely S, and he was pretty keen to make it something special for us … Continue reading →

I haven’t posted here for a few weeks. For once, it isn’t because I don’t want to write something, or because there has been nothing to say. It is just because I have been busy; and in a good way. … Continue reading →

I am seeing S tomorrow night. Unusually for us, fate has offered the opportunity for a night together just a week after the last one. He is on a course and needs to stay in a hotel and that hotel … Continue reading →

So S and I are back in the swing of seeing each other again and things are, I think, pretty good on that front. He seems like his old self, and what’s more, he is keen to see me and … Continue reading →

I haven’t had much to write about over the past couple of weeks, plus I have been busy with work and things. That doesn’t mean I am not here and it doesn’t mean I am not keeping up to date with … Continue reading →

The weekend went well. There was no guarantee it would, but it did. I was tentative as I arrived and he seemed as nervous around me as I was around him. Neither of us knew whether it would be the … Continue reading →

That is how it feels. Perhaps writing my last post, about how lost I was feeling was significant. Maybe it made me turn some kind of corner and to decide what I want to do next. My decision might surprise … Continue reading →

This is my 200th post on World of Joolz. It is amazing to think that when I started this blog I was essentially living something of a dream. Something new and amazing had happened in my life, something I had … Continue reading →