So, a month on

I have so much to write about, the posts and the experiences that have gone with it are mixed up in my head.  Over the coming days I will separate them out

Subspace

The past 24 hours have been quite intensive. This is not so  much about the way in which we played yesterday, though the different stimuli that I was exposed to certainly added to the overall effect. I am learning a bit about pain in different areas of my body and how that affects my levels … Contin

Connection and worship

Last night I asked New Dom what I should call him here. We discussed Gadget Man, but I know he wasn’t keen on that in the first instance and any way he is way more than his various toys. So we have settled on my calling him Graeme, which as it happens is his name. … Continue reading "Connection and

Pain and submission

So yesterday i talked about the request from New Dom that i refer to myself in the third person while submitting. For various reasons i struggled with this yest

Worship and possession

One of the big things i have learnt over the past couple of years is that submission is about undertaking some level of worship of my Dom, physically and on ano

Used

It is such a good feeling to have been thoroughly used again. Today, we had our second playdate and this time is was about Him and not me. i have to say that this sub is very happy about this. i feel very very used. i worried about whether i would like His cock as … Continue reading "Used"

Interviewed

This is a first for me. It seems i have been interviewed for a position as potential sub/slave. A couple of weeks ago i received a lovely email on alt.com. Thi

Amazing afternoon

Rarely if ever have i spent time where i, and my entire body was attended to as it was today. Today’s instruction was easy access to my pussy. So i arrived in black skirt, top, black boots and stockings. Underneath i wore my new lingerie. I think i was wearing said clothes for at least … Continue re

No longer lost, but not quite found either

So S and I are back in the swing of seeing each other again and things are, I think, pretty good on that front. He seems like his old self, and what’s more, he is keen to see me and to touch me. I am happy to comply with his wishes on dress, and actually … Continue reading "No longer lost, but not q