Disorganised
For all of my working life I have often been surprised about my ability to retain information and to organise myself. Give me a while in a job and I can give the impression of being an expert ̵…
Used but not in a good way
I do feel that I am making progress in my life in general. Family and friends are gradually learning about the changes I am making with regards to my marriage. I have sought some relationship couns…
Signs of commitment
The idea of piercings is not a new one for this girl. A year or more ago, S and this girl discussed the possibility. This girl thinks that if he had been committed she would have gone ahead, …
Communication
I am beginning to think that perhaps I am really terrible at communicating. That I don’t express myself properly to those around me, that perhaps what I think should be said and indeed, has b…
Submissive self
There doesn’t seem to be too much to say about this week, except that this girl’s emotions are a bit up and down and that she feels rather weary from a busy working week. This girl has …
Looking ahead
This has been one hell of a week.this girl started the week on such a high. As Sir and this girl discussed today, she hadn’t been as happy for as long as she can remember. The tri…
On being the 'other' woman
This relationship is complicated by another person. He has another relationship, one of Master / slave. She in turn is in another relationship, D/s or M/s, it is quite hard to fathom out which sinc…
Sir and girl
It is interesting how over time you can get used to new ideas so that they start to become second nature. How you can start to view yourself and others in a slightly different way, especially as a relationship develops and you get to know more of each other.So it is that when she is in the right pla
Coping with new feelings
As i try to navigate my way through the endings i need to make happen, i am finding that i am experiences feelings within myself that feel completely alien. My mood seems to swing from feeling pret…
Then and now
It has only been 6 weeks since Graeme and i got together, but already i know that the submissive i was with S is a pole apart from the one i am right now. Even taking account of the last few months…