It’s winter and generally at this time of year I like to wrap up to keep warm. Master has no problem with this when we are out and about. But looking back at some photos from our holiday in Spain last Easter time, I must admit I am looking forward to wearing fewer clothes. Looking forward too, to following Master’s preference that his slave wears no underwear under her clothes. Looking forward to those opportunities when, I can expose my bare bottom to him in a public place!
In Molly’s post today for February Photofest she uses a photo from a previous blog post. Sometimes a photo can bring back some wonderful memories and is worthy of showing again. Molly has given this a title of Throwback Thursday, a title previously coined by Penny.
This seems a great idea for lots of reasons. Of course, you could call me lazy and of course I am, but also this is one of my favourite blog photos.
Today’s 365 question is: Who is the last person to tell you they loved you?
This is a happy coincidence since it coincides with an anniversary. It is two years ago tomorrow since Master and I met in person for the first time. We had only been chatting for a week or so before hand and neither of us expected that two years on we would still be going strong. Neither of us were looking for love, or a long term relationship.
We seem to have found both.
Master was the last person to tell me he loved me and while it is not something he says every day, I know that he means it.
The past two years have given us some amazing experiences, they have taught us both what we want and need from a relationship and have probably taught us more about each other and ourselves than we ever imagined.
The early days were about exploration, of each others bodies and minds but also about the psychology of Dominance and submission. We had some fun times during that first year, but they were balanced by the other relationships in our lives at the time. We knew quite early on, even if it wasn’t clearly articulated, that what we had was special, but there were other considerations. His relationship with another, the remnants of my marriage, the needs of my parents.
This second year has been completely different. While responsibility to family has remained, the other relationships slipped into the past. We have travelled and we have had lots of fun. There have been new experiences and others where one or other of us has re-discovered and shown each other things from the past.
This has not been a year of overt kink, the kind that people write and talk about. But it has been one of great discovery. It has been a time when we have truly discovered what our Master / slave relationship means to us. We have discovered the importance of the way in which power in this relationship is exchanged. We have discovered just how important my submission is to him and his dominance to me. The collar is fundamental to our lives, as are the piercings. But also we have found that love can be something deep and meaningful and something that we didn’t expect.
We are grateful for this last two years and are now planning for more. Now we are talking about living together and who knows, in year 3 that might happen.
Tomorrow I will…………..
More than that, we will eat dinner – I am planning a lamb casserole in the slow cooker. We will drink wine and I hope that we will spend some time rediscovering my submission. I hope that He will exert Himself as Master of me – this girl – His slave.
This will be our first ‘normal’ weekend since way before Christmas.
This is our opportunity to rediscover the things about our relationship that are important to us.
Ideally I would like to wear some sexy and kinky clothes and to be made to kneel before Him. It has been too long since we played together. If not tomorrow, then soon.
I am back from my wonderful, but short trip to Spain, and am pleased to say that Master is also home. I arrived in Spain just before 9pm on Friday and we left on the ferry on Saturday evening, arriving at Master’s house late last night. Today I have been working and am looking forward to a quiet evening watching TV, surfing the net and maybe chatting to Master later. While I was away, our wifi connections both in the hotel on Friday and on the ship was intermittent to say the least. So, here is a catch up and in the coming days I will update a bit more on the fun we had at the weekend.
Saturday 23rd January – What made today unusual?
Having checked out of our hotel on Saturday morning we headed to a nearby costal resort, Suances to see what was there. We were pleasantly surprised to find that the earlier clouds were clearing and the temperature had risen significantly. We strolled along the promenade by the sea, took some photos and then decided to stay there for lunch. We sat in the sun and ate a lovely salad, which we washed down with some beer and wine. It was a lovely way to spend few hours on a late January day and something that we can’t do here.
Sunday 24th January What are you looking for from life?
The main thing I desire in my life is a man who desires me and who wishes to own and control me. I seem to have found just that. I love the fact that he finds me sexy, and that through him I have discovered my submission. He in turn is happy that the power belongs to him and that I am his slave. Everything else that happens feels like a bonus right now.
Monday 25th January What is your favourite thing to drink?
I have a few favourites when it comes to drinks – I love coffee in the morning, but try to restrict this to weekends and the occasional coffee shop treat. When I am really thirsty, I love an ice cold sparkling water, perhaps with a little squeeze of lemon or lime. Alcohol wise, I love a gin and tonic or a glass or two of wine. My favourite wine is Sauvignon Blanc.
Tomorrow will be better because…….
I will be waking up beside Master.
We spent over 3 weeks together, pretty much not out of each other’s sight for all of that time. Now we have spent 13 days apart and I know which I preferred.
Today will be busy: First I need to go and get weighed at my slimming club and then I will come back, make sure I have everything and head off to my mums. It seemed mean not to offer to take her for her regular Friday shopping trip, but I have moved it forward to this morning. Then we will grab a quick lunch somewhere, I will drop her home and drive over to Master’s house about 30 minutes away. I plan to leave my car there, so I have it for Monday morning and then get the train to the airport. My flight leaves at 6pm and I have worked out the timings and ordered my train ticket in advance.
By 9pm (they are an hour ahead of us) I will be with Master in Spain and we will head to our hotel.
Tomorrow we will be able to sleep in, and if there is no sex tonight there will be sex in the morning. There may be orgasms for us both and much more.
Tomorrow I will get the chance to reaffirm my submission to my Master and I look forward to that.
It has been 8 days since she felt His hands on her body and 9 since He permitted an orgasm. It will be another 6 days until she will see Him again and can feel His hands on her and hear Him tell her that she is His.
She removes her jeans and panties, and bends over and presses it against her anus. There is resistance, it has been a while since this larger piece of metal has been inside her.
She realises that she is trying to push it in upside down, she swivels and, with a push it slips into place.
She remembers that His desire for her to wear this plug is with good reason.
She lies down on the bed and observes herself in the mirror. Slimmer than before, but certainly not where she would like to be. She photographs the evidence, the bush that He likes so much.
She opens her legs and turns on the vibe. Tonight there is no need for internal penetration, what she needs is to feel the pulsating instrument on her clit, vibrating from her piercing, it will find its own way inside. She applies direct pressure and spends some time just enjoying the pleasure.
She knows that any orgasms do not belong to her, but she also knows that Master won’t deny this pleasure. She knows what she needs to do and to say.
Gradually the tell tale signs build within her. She arches her back, and moves towards the pleasure that awaits. She knows she much be patient, and that her time will come. Well, not her time but His. The vibrations hit her body and reverberate around her neediness, she waits patiently and then just as she knows that the orgasm is imminent she speaks aloud.
This is yours Master.
Out loud she tells Him “thank you Master” and she knows that while He is not with her, He knows that his needy girl has been satisfied. For now.