It’s been a long time. But here is my bottomless self back for Sinful Sunday, showing her bottom.
Life over the past months, two years even has been busy. Things have had to give and one of those things has been my blog.
In effect, I do desire to write. About life in general, about dealing with family stuff and what I choose to get up to now I no longer work. But none of that feels like it fits into the realm of this blog. A place set up 12 years ago as I embarked upon a new life. One outside of a failing marriage. A life that involved exploring kink and my sexual self. Over time it was very much a diary of me a 50 something woman discovering who she was. Feeling her way, making mistakes and learning to have the best time.
Well now I’m 62, married to the man who was my Master. But living a life that really isn’t kinky, and where sex doesn’t feature quite in the way it did. But this is a life of fun and happiness and doing great things. I’m still exploring who I am but I don’t feel the need to share it.
Since I am not working I’m looking at what I spend my limited income and savings on. I’ve cancelled a lot of the things I liked but didn’t need. Also the things I had but didn’t use. This blog has to be under consideration for keep of cut. So, here I am trying to decide which it will be. Because there is no bottomless pit money to waste. Just money to spend on life and the things I want to do. So just maybe posting photos of my bottomless self (amongst other things) still might appeal. We’ll see.
I can totally relate to this. I think my 40’s were like your 50’s and like you now my life is busy and full and we have a lot of fun and happiness but it doesn’t feel like it fits with what I used to write. I used to fill that space with Fiction but even that, I have not felt like writing smut that much. I do still love sharing my pictures so for now, onwards but where I once said I would never give up blogging now I can see a time when that might be the right thing for me
Molly
Thanks Molly,
While I don’t have much to say, I am definitely not giving up. I’m hoping my mojo will return. Glad to still be doing Sinful Sunday and sharing my own photos.