Blogging A-Z 2018: N

Naked

He likes to see me without clothing, naked so he can look, admire, touch and to feel. I struggle with my own nakedness in a place that isn’t bed. Indeed for many years I didn’t even go to bed naked. When my son was small and I got up to him at night, but also before that and afterwards.

These past years, since I have known Master though my confidence at being naked has grown. I wander around the house naked, but then often I am alone there. In front of him too I rarely cover myself before dressing, except perhaps in a towel.

I know he would like to see more of the undressed me. He would like me to sit beside him on the sofa, naked while he is dressed. He would like me to go about my house work, perhaps some nude cooking. But something stops me from taking that final step. Partly it is the weather, even with heating it can feel cold in the house. But mostly it is because of my own image of my body.

I am all for being body positive, unless that body belongs to me. I have recently gained much of the weight I have previously lost. The cause is something of a mystery, other than I clearly eat more calories than I burn off. I plan to try to rectify things and until I do, I hate the sight of my body more than usual. However, even after losing the weight I had struggled. So, perhaps that’s an excuse.

Perhaps I just need to do more of what he likes and wants and take off my clothes until I am naked. Hopefully the weather this summer will lend itself to such a thing.

4 Replies to “Blogging A-Z 2018: N”

  1. Yepper… “Body positivity starts at home” is NEVER going to be on a t-shirt for me. I give all the props in the world to people who can handle it but the only time I run around nekkid is when Himself requires it for a visit. And even then, I only succeed by pretending I can’t see myself…

  2. I think everyone suffers from a little self-consciousness from time-to-time when it comes to their body. Being comfortable naked is allowing yourself to be completely exposed and vulnerable. Which is likely why he would prefer you naked most of the time. It reinforces that you feel safe and secure in his presence. Well, that, and it is extremely arousing. Thanks for sharing.

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