Blogging A-Z 2018: J

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Our Journey

We have been travelling on this Journey for over 4 years now. There have been many times, that I have worried I am not worthy to be Master’s slave. After all, I am headstrong, mouthy and independent. But I know I am also dependent on him and have been so, almost since the beginning. This is the first time in my life I have relied so heavily for advice and support. The first time I have allowed another to guide me through life and to tell me what to do. It is the first time I have allowed another to have the last word.

My own Journey

Began in 2012. Almost exactly 6 years ago. By the end of that year I had already decided I wanted to leave my marriage. But I have to admit that legally I am still married. The journey has been painful. There have been lies and deceit along the way, and I others have been hurt in the process.

But I am now at the biggest cross roads since November 2012 when I told my husband of my infidelity. His new partner’s house is up for sale and I believe it will be sold very soon. This summer I will need to sort out my belongings, throw out the things I don’t want and need, things that aren’t important to me and I will prepare to move out.

This has been my family home for 27 years. My son was only 5 months old when we moved here. He spoke his first words, crawled and walked here. We have celebrated birthdays, Christmas and held parties. We have laughed and we have cried.

But it is time to move on, my husband can become and ex. My son and his girlfriend have their own home and are travelling through their life together. I have Master and I will move to his house.

Our Journey

There are so many places Master and I want to travel together, places we want to see and things we want to do. We know that we want the time and space to do so and that will require more change on my part. The end of my solo journey is in sight and a new one for us both is now about to begin.

Most important though is not the actual geographical places we might travel to or that I will need to change my work patterns to do so. More important is the distance we have travelled together and the place we will soon arrive at.

I can’t wait for the next stage of our journey as we come together, finally as one.

7 Replies to “Blogging A-Z 2018: J”

  1. Fascinating reading about you journey Julie. It has clearly been a difficult time but it looks like you have now reached the warm sunny uplands. I wish the both of you all the very best on your future travels together.

  2. Good luck with your new journey. Just be prepared for a few unexpected emotional upheavals and you should manage to muddle through. Seville sounds like fun!

  3. It is hard when one journey comes to an end and you reach a crossroads but it sounds like you are in for some amazing experiences. Having been through a divorce I feel so lucky to have a second chance at happiness and can look to the future with excitement and anticipation again 😊

  4. I know the last couple of years have been really tough for you guys but I am glad you are now so close to finally being together all the time.

    Mollyx

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