Alone

Sometimes when I have been with Master for the weekend, I struggle to get my mind back into the need to function alone. Especially, when, as today something intense has taken place.

You see, until earlier this year I always lived with another person (often people). For all of those adult years, I yearned to have my own space, time to be on my own. Time to read, to think, often a time and place to breathe.

Now, I get plenty time alone, but sometimes I would just like another person close to me.

It is not that I want or need to speak to them. Just to know they are close.

Tonight I have been what Master will consider bratty to Him, by text.

Because tonight, for a reason that I can’t quite fathom. I am not enjoying that space to be alone.

The best thing is to have an early night.

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3 thoughts on “Alone”

  1. Understand on so many levels. Many times, I just want someone there. Not necessarily talking, etc but just there. Hugs.

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