Yesterday morning, while Master and his girl shared a while in a single bunk in a cabin on a ferry to Spain we discussed this very issue. At the time I was pinned at the back against the wall and He didn’t have much more room, plus the movement of the ship gave a feeling he was about to be propelled off of the bed. Still it was a pleasant and relaxing journey and during yesterday, increasingly warm and sunny until we arrived at our destination. But I digress, so back to the topic in hand.
Since I haven’t yet done the 30 days of kink, which seems to be a bit different from 30 days of submission, and indeed 30 days of me, I thought I would give it a go. Unlike others, I don’t have a draft folder filled with finished and unfinished posts which I can use during times such as this – when I am away, busy or just short of ideas. So here goes.
On Friday we leave on our next trip away, this time an over night ferry to Spain and then over the following few days, France, across the Pyrenees.
This week has been about finishing up things at work. It has been about catching up with my son (and reclaiming the suitcase he borrowed) and tomorrow it will be about having dinner with my mum, doing her shopping and generally making sure all is well with her.
The last few days before holiday, when you are unwinding while being thoroughly wound up at work can be challenging. Generally I feel calm, though sleep patterns are a little disturbed, suggesting that I am less calm than I want to believe.
Friday morning, I go to be weighed. The slimming thing is going relatively well – I am trying to follow the plan, but often find myself choosing taste over what is advised. Having said that, I am enjoying eating more healthily and enjoying more that my clothes fit better and that I am definitely slimmer. But it seems that it is the hair cut that has made the most difference – apparently short hair makes me look younger and slimmer!
Then me and my luggage will travel to Master’s house and from there we will travel to the port and away from my not even very stressful life.
I am not sure I will be writing much here, but plan to fill some gaps with the 30 days of kink project / meme thing.
Hopefully while we are away there will be kink. But definitely there will be some life that is worth blogging about.
Whatever happens, there will be something over the next couple of weeks.
This weekend this girl almost became a collared slave. The collar was a little tight (though it fitted around her neck, it was far too snug) and needs replacing. But the cuff as seen yesterday, is in place. There may be no collar as yet, but this girl has no doubt that she is owned and collared. It is just a matter of time.
Meanwhile there is the matter of the tattoo(s) – when did we agree to two? So this weekend Master drew on the side of the tit that He owns, the initials MPB – He has thought this thing through and this girl is happy with that one. Then there will be the tramp stamp.
This week at work this girl was required to update personal details held by HR. Master is now her next of kin when it comes to that particular situation. This relationship is all encompassing it is what we both want and need right now.
As He tightens His control over this girl she feels increasingly safe, happier than she has felt, well probably forever. She hopes this is not creating too much pressure, though suspects not.
At the munch we attend most regularly, a new acquaintance suggested to this girl that D/s and M/s is a game that he is playing. But as Master tightens His control over this girl she knows that the person is wrong. This is no game, it is not make believe but part of our lives.
A very important part of our lives too.
How timely this topic for kink of the week now is, since, until yesterday the symbol of His ownership of me, as slave has been this chain.
But now, I have something new. A lovely new cuff that I won’t be able to slip over my hand and take off (as I actually could with the chain). Something more permanent and which goes with the collar that I will wear soon – when the right size one arrives (yes, we had a measuring accident).
But even though my new cuff isn’t a chain, I am definitely still chained to Him.
This meme is from DelFonte at A place of Fancies. Lets hope this girl has got it right.
1 He’s sitting in front of the TV, what is on the screen?
Cricket. Sadly He won’t be happy since the people on TV are being completely stupid, and don’t understand the real people who watch cricket and are generally pretty uneducated.
2 You’re out to eat; what kind of dressing does he get on his salad?
A simple french dressing would be great.
3 The most striking thing about his physical appearance?
Since He isn’t tall, and has no overtly striking features it has to be His cock. Oh yes ladies, it is a force to be reckoned with!
4 You go out to eat and have a drink; what does he order?
If it is a pub, then beer, proper real beer and if a restaurant, then usually red wine.
5 Where did he go to high school?
A posh place where really clever people go. I doubt they even knew how clever He really was.
6 What size shoes does he wear?
9, i think
7 If he were to collect anything, what would it be?
This is for real, He collects books and CDs, but this is not for the sake of collecting but because He needs those things.
8 What is his favourite type of sandwich?
Cheese and pickle i would imagine
9 What would he eat every day if he could?
Probably ice cream or trifle
10 What is his favourite cereal?
Nope, He is no cereal man. He is a man for lunch and dinner.
11 What would he never wear?
12 What is his favourite sports team?
A cricket team, but right now, sadly, since they play terribly and have a terrible captain (in His view), this is not England. But in the future it will be.
13 Who did he vote for in the last presidential election?
He is not American so didn’t vote in that election.
14 Who is his best friend?
This girl is His best friend and He is hers.
15 What is something you do that he wishes you wouldn’t do?
Say bratty stuff. At the same time He loves that this girl speaks her mind.
16 What is his heritage?
He is English and there is no more to be said.
17 You bake him a cake for his birthday; what kind?
He would be happy with any cake but it needs to be accompanied with ice cream.
18 Did he play sports in high school?
19 What could he spend hours doing?
Watching cricket, listening to music, reading or generally researching things
20 What is one unique talent he has?
He knows more than a human should ever really know.
For us girls masturbation is all about applying direct pressure to your clit, or maybe your g-spot isn’t it? Plus it’s all about something you do for yourself.
Sometimes without knowing it, or indeed knowing what it is you might have on a bucket list of kink, you can tick items off. Also, a you might find a photo on tumblr (in this case reblogged by Master) and suggest you would like to do that, and next thing you really are.
So this morning Master played with His girl. This was the position she found herself in:
This girl hastens to say, that this isn’t her, but is the photo mentioned above which we both reblogged. This girl was blindfolded and she wore a leather collar, but in her case it was part of a harness that also framed her tits.
This girl had waited for what seems like ages for a play session. This morning when it started though, she didn’t really feel in the mood. The position she was in was uncomfortable and then he put something into her anus. Something which felt a bit like a plug, but then again not. Whatever it was, she was sure he hadn’t put it in properly and she said so. He laughed and said it was definitely in! She wondered about telling Him to forget the whole thing, but deep down knew that 1) she needed this and 2) He would likely ignore her since she is His slave and anyway was far past the point of any choice in the matter.
He put on some music, something pretty erotic – who knew that Madonna had produced such stuff (certainly not this girl who stopped bothering with her during her adopting African children phase). Then out came the hitachi and everything changed. Damn that man for giving this girl such an amazing orgasm and then leaving the thing in place. Gradually the anxiety about not wanting to be there subsided, and the burning in her bottom started to grow. What the hell is that, this girl thought to herself. She wasn’t able to think much about it though since He started to use the violet wand with its various attachments. Some of those are very pleasant, and some are downright painful. But painful in a nice way (damn Him). There was also flogging of the inner thighs and the cunt. Plus there was the horrible snake thing which girl doesn’t like and we now realise she might be a bit allergic to. But anyway, senses were in overdrive, and Madonna was belting out “Deeper” just as Master decided to do just that.
This girl felt the warmth of His body between her spread legs and felt Him plunge deep inside her. Suddenly too she remembered exactly what she needed and today, what she needed, she got.
It transpires that the ginger this girl found in Master’s fridge yesterday was not there for cooking specifically, but to be inserted into her arse. This girl has been figged and tied to the Erotica Album by Madonna.
Around here we are in a little lull before the next bit of action – In two weeks we go off on our next trip. We will be visiting Northern Spain and France. Things are generally calm in all areas of life, though work is busy. Consequently, any opportunity for a blog topic is gratefully accepted.
Today, a meme from Hermoine’s Heart
What can you see from your window?
From where I sit I can see into the garden at the back of my house. I really need to spend more time weeding out there, but I have made a start. I have cleared and swept the patio area and have planted some pots; mainly geraniums and petunias. I also have roses and some other shubs and trees to look at. I love these lighter evenings.
Choose 5 words to describe yesterday
Work, busy, frustrating, planting, Skype
The most memorable death in your lifetime other than family
Princess Diana. My son came into the bedroom to tell me that there was a message at the bottom of the screen on cartoon network telling you to retune to a news channel. I did and felt completely shocked.
Tell us something that would surprise people about you
The fact that I am now Master’s slave would certainly do that!!
What was the last conversation you had with someone
At the end of a meeting this afternoon I stopped to chat with two colleagues about a problem we are having work wise. Master is out tonight and I don’t expect to speak to anyone till I get into the office tomorrow. That kind of thing might have worried me in the past, but now I am perfectly happy about it.
Tell us about a kindness from someone
Last year, a few weeks after my dad had passed away Master took me away for a weekend. But it wasn’t just any old weekend away, we had the most luxurious room I could ever hope for including jacuzzi and sauna. Drinking champagne in the massive jacuzzi bath with Master was just amazing. He said that He felt I needed a special weekend away, and I certainly got it (and that’s without the joy of being hogtied!)
What was the last song you heard
Upside Down, by Paloma Faith. Quite apt, since so many times over the past year I have felt just that. Things now are settling and I feel I can enjoy life again.
What is the most expensive thing you have bought in the past month
A couple of really nice, but reasonably expensive dresses for my summer work wardrobe. My job demands I dress at least a little smartly with a hint of power (very apt for a slave girl).
What three things would you take to a desert island?
Does Master count as a thing? For this He does! Secondly a book and thirdly another book. I don’t really mind (within reason which books), but can’t imagine not having books with me.
What are your plans for the weekend?
I asked Master this question last night. He said He planned to hog tie, fuck and spank me. What more could a girl want?