This weekend has been about trying to get some kind of balance in my life. I say the weekend, but actually, I include Thursday since it was the last day of a week’s leave and Master and His girl managed some play time. The days since Thursday afternoon started with Master restraining and blindfolding His slave, inflicting pain via the violet wand and then forcing many orgasms from her. It ended with afternoon tea with my sisters in law, nephew, nieces and lovely baby great nephew. In between, there has been a working day, dinner out, kinky sex, downtime together, time with mum, dvds on the sofa, sleep (lots of sleep) and a spanking.
I don’t think, in all reality my life has ever been busier, or more interesting. I have more fun now than I ever had.
In the past year, I have had more sex than ever before during my life. That is tricky for a fifty something to acknowledge, but better late than never.
As we approach the end of the year, it feels time to look back and forwards. To acknowledge how far I have travelled and how far I want to go.
The key will definitely be balance. How to find sufficient time to be on my own, to be with Master, to work and to be with family.
This blog has been a little neglected recently, but the first step to the above will be to work through all of those elements. To consider the here and now and the future.