On a couple of occasions recently it has occured to me that I really should try harder at getting myself properly separated from the man who is still legally my husband. The first was while we were in Amsterdam and I was challenged by the friend we were staying with about my living arrangements. This was fairly near the start of the evening, before we had drunk too much wine. Much of what was discussed later has become something of a blur, but I do know that the discussion about my house and about my ex was no less honest and open than the rest of our conversations. I remember admitting how difficult I am finding it to give up the house. This is something of a revelation, since (and I admitted this), there was a time that I didn’t actually like it here. It turns out that dislike was about some of the less pleasant memories associated with it, plus the man I was living with. Now I fully admit I am struggling to give it up. The second occasion was over the weekend when I was writing my kink of the week post about being kidnapped and / or held captive. As I wrote, and the post emerged from my keyboard, I discovered the truth (well perhaps uncovered it) that if Master were to take me away from here and trap me at his place (or anywhere else), then I wouldn’t have to deal with the difficult stuff.
About me and this blogI am a woman in her 50's who discovered sex and kink later in life. Now a collared slave, I met my Master online and together we have embarked on a voyage of discovery. This blog details my daily life as a slave, but also as a working woman juggling various responsibilities. To Master I am 'this girl' His pleasing bitch. This is the third incarnation of my blog which I started in April 2012 as I embarked on this lifestyle. This blog isfor people who are over 18, it is not safe to view in a work environment. It is a place for adults, for people who are happy to read about sex and BDSM.
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