Feelings for valentines day

The feelings associated with my relationship with Sir are highly complex. I look forward to seeing Him; I feel excited and happy as I get nearer. In terms of day, time and place. The anticipation is always part of the process of leaving my normal, vanilla life behind and seeing Him. I am invariably wet, aroused. It is part of the conditioning over the months that I know we will have some kind of sex within minutes and the thought turns me on. In other words I am full of lust for Him.

But there is more than lust. There are real feelings of happiness at the thought of spending time, of being fed by him, of spending time in his company. Even greater feelings of arousal at the thought of our kisses; The thought of his tongue searching my mouth, my breasts and nipples, my pussy.

During sex, whatever form that takes, I am overwhelmed. I think of nothing but satisfying Him and in turn that I too am satisfied, fulfilled. He is generous and allows me to cum a lot. He takes pleasure in my orgasms, loves to see me cum. I in turn love to be filled with him, and to feel him reach orgasm.

The last time I started a meaningful relationship with someone, I was very young. I fell in love fast and hard. I loved our times together but hated our times apart. Now I am middle aged. I love the times together, I miss Him when we are apart. But it is different. Is that just because we are older? Is it because we don’t have that kind of relationship or is it something else?

I don’t know the answer. But last weekend was very special in terms of what we did together and the feelings that those acts generated in me. For the first time I swallowed Sir’s cum. This was a big thing for me, and is worthy of its own post. Plus on Sunday evening I feel that we came as close as we ever have to making love. No particular kink, but just pure carnal pleasure for both of us.

I don’t know if this is love, but whatever it is it makes me feel very good and I want lots more of it!

Happy Valentines Master!

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About Julie

50 something woman, exploring life and enjoying new adventures. This website is a record of a journey from vanilla wife and mother through two new relationships. This woman is now a collared slave called MPB and is owned and controlled by her Master. A mixture of true events and memes it is often of a sexual nature and is not safe to view at work. Next things to try will be fiction. Watch this space.
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7 Responses to Feelings for valentines day

  1. Florida Dom says:

    Regardless of what you call those feelings, they seem to be special if they make you feel very good and you want lots more of them.

    FD

  2. Joolz says:

    I agree. Thanks for your wise words as ever FD

  3. Conina says:

    I don't know if I'm middle aged – but I still hate the time apart from my one. 🙂

    Happy Valentine's day!

  4. Such a nice post for today- you sound very happy.

  5. dancingbarez says:

    The anticipation of seeing them is great, it provides a wonderful build up before they come in and possess you in every way.

    So happy for you.

  6. Joolz says:

    Thanks for your comments everyone. It feels like a while since I have had reason to feel like this on valentines and it is great that I have been able to share it with you all xx

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